Dear Nicole

Fourteen-year-old Niko is treated as a ‘disease’ for being gay in his countryside town, and decides to commit su*cide. But that summer night, he is saved by the carefree attitude of Sakae, a young boy visiting from a faraway city, and starts acting as the trans character ‘Nicole’ to protect himself from bullying. A few years later, Sakae reappears before Niko as a transfer student. He treats Niko, who had reduced himself to playing the eccentric gay, with honesty and kindness, but doesn’t take Niko’s confession crammed with feelings for his fleeting first love seriously, instead making a request for romantic advice himself…

Original Publisher

shinchosha

Original Language

japanese

Type

Published Novel

## My Thoughts on Dear Nicole "Dear Nicole" immediately grabbed my attention with its unique premise and the overwhelmingly positive buzz surrounding it. Diving in, I quickly understood why so many readers are captivated by Niko's story. It's a poignant exploration of identity, acceptance, and the enduring power of the human spirit, even in the face of adversity. ### First Impressions The first chapter is a journey in itself, a comprehensive coming-of-age tale that doesn't shy away from difficult themes. I found myself completely engrossed in Niko's experiences, feeling his pain, his resilience, and his longing for connection. The author paints a vivid picture of his struggles growing up in a rural area where being different comes at a steep price. ### What Works Well What truly shines in "Dear Nicole" is the author's ability to portray complex characters with nuance and empathy. The side characters, even those who cause Niko pain, are presented as flawed but ultimately human, avoiding stereotypical portrayals of "mean" characters. This grounded approach adds a layer of realism that makes the story all the more impactful. Niko's internal monologue is particularly well-written, giving the reader a deep understanding of his thoughts, motivations, and the emotional turmoil he faces. I also appreciate the story's willingness to tackle mature themes like bullying, discrimination, and even suicide, with sensitivity and honesty. The writing style itself is beautiful. ### ⚠️ Spoiler Warning Okay, let's talk about the elephant in the room: Niko's "Nicole" persona. For those who don't know, Niko pretends to be trans in order to navigate the social landscape of his hometown, where homosexuality is less accepted. This is a complex and potentially controversial element of the story. While some might find it problematic, it's important to understand that it's presented as a survival mechanism, a way for Niko to protect himself in a hostile environment. Also, the first chapter covers his entire life up to high school graduation, and it seems that the "Nicole" persona may not be part of his adult life. ### Final Verdict "Dear Nicole" is a bittersweet and thought-provoking novel that I highly recommend. It's not always an easy read, but it's a rewarding one. If you're looking for a story that will stay with you long after you finish reading, a story that explores the complexities of identity and the power of resilience, then "Dear Nicole" is definitely worth your time.