Free Ren Yigu

I suspect that I’m crazy. Crazy. Insane. Mad. However you want to put it. And I mean the type where there’s really something wrong with me, something uncontrollable and life-ruining and in my brain, in my blood, and not just that I’m a little weird or have an overdramatic, rash personality. I suspect I have schizophrenia, OCD, depression and other mental illnesses. But there’s a gangster stutterbug that won’t even take mercy on a crazy person, oh my god. Where are his morals? –—- Ever since I first met Xue Yaozu at the karaoke parlour where I work part-time, I started seeing him all the time. This self-proclaimed ‘old classmate’ definitely has some hidden, nefarious motive up his sleeves! Why else would he ask about my job, where I live, and even if he can help me??? Not to mention the fact that he keeps trying to assure me that he’s not a bad guy! Sus! So sus!!!! Red alarms blaring type of sus!!

Original Publisher

jjwxc

Original Language

chinese

Type

Web Novel

## My Thoughts on Free Ren Yigu "Free Ren Yigu" is a short novel that left a surprisingly deep impression on me. Tackling themes of mental illness, family complexities, and burgeoning romance, it's a story that manages to be both heart-wrenching and heartwarming, often within the same chapter. ### First Impressions From the start, I was drawn in by the unique narrative voice. Told from the first-person perspective of Ren Yigu, the story immerses you directly into his often chaotic and paranoid thoughts. It can be disorienting at first, but once I adjusted, I found it to be an incredibly effective way to convey the reality of living with mental illness. I was immediately sympathetic to Yigu and his struggles. ### What Works Well The portrayal of mental illness is undoubtedly the strongest aspect of this novel. It doesn't shy away from the difficult realities of paranoia, self-doubt, and the constant internal battles that Yigu faces. It felt incredibly human and realistic, avoiding the common pitfalls of romanticizing or simplifying such complex issues. I also appreciated the slow-burn romance that develops between Yigu and Xue Yaozu. The ML's patience and unwavering support were truly touching. Seeing him navigate Yigu's anxieties and delusions with kindness and understanding was a breath of fresh air. The author really captured the essence of a supportive and healthy relationship, even amidst challenging circumstances. The shorter length of the novel works to its advantage, making for a quick, yet powerful read. ### Areas of Concern While I enjoyed the romance overall, I can see how some readers might find the pacing a bit rushed. Given the severity of Yigu's mental state, the speed at which their relationship progresses could feel a little unrealistic or even bordering on taking advantage. This is a valid concern, and something to keep in mind when approaching the story. I would have loved to see more development with the brother relationship. ### ⚠️ Spoiler Warning Okay, let's talk about *that* scene. You know, the one where the ML essentially threatens to harm himself if Yigu doesn't date him again? Yeah, that's... not great. Even if it's played off as a joke, it's still a deeply problematic trope and I can understand why some readers found it jarring and out of place. This could be a turn-off for some, but is ultimately a small part of the overall story. ### Final Verdict Despite a few minor flaws, "Free Ren Yigu" is a poignant and thought-provoking novel that I would recommend. It's a story that stays with you long after you finish reading, prompting reflection on mental health, relationships, and the importance of empathy. If you're looking for a quick but impactful read that tackles difficult themes with sensitivity and heart, this is definitely worth checking out.