Qing Gu

On countless sleepless nights, tossing and turning as if gnawed at by insects, I’ve had to admit one thing, I seem to have fallen in love with Shen Jianqing, that aloof and handsome Miao youth. — The bad luck began with that road trip. Among the bustling crowd in the Miao village, I glimpsed a corner of a dark blue robe flash by; that was my first sight of Shen Jianqing. The cold, aloof youth was like a venomous snake coiled in a corner, his greedy gaze sending a chill down my spine. At that time, I still didn’t know I would never leave this Miao territory again. In this life, I have seen Shen Jianqing’s Gu container three times. The first time, I stood beneath the window of the stilted house, pointing at the container with a smile: “Shen Jianqing, is this your Gu inside?” The Miao youth stood in the damp shadows, the silver ornaments on his body gleaming with a cold, eerie light. “Li Yuze,” he said, “I don’t cast Gu.” — The second time, I was trapped in the youth’s slender yet powerful embrace, my peripheral vision fixed on that pitch-black Gu container. I asked, “Shen Jianqing, do you cast Gu now?” The youth’s voice was close to my ear, it was damp and sticky’ “Li Yuze, I don’t cast Gu.” — The third time, that was a very, very long time later. My hands trembling, I very slowly opened that Gu container…

Original Publisher

gongzicp

Original Language

chinese

Type

Web Novel

## My Thoughts on Qing Gu "Qing Gu" is a novel that definitely left an impression on me. It's a rollercoaster of emotions, delving into some pretty dark themes, so buckle up if you decide to take the plunge. It's not a fluffy read, and that's part of what makes it so memorable. ### First Impressions Initially, I felt a bit disoriented. The story starts slow, almost deceptively so. It eases you into the world, introducing the protagonist and his friends as they embark on a research trip to a remote Miao village. This gradual build-up creates a sense of intrigue, but I was also left wondering when the plot would truly kick in. However, this slow burn is intentional, setting the stage for the unsettling events that follow. ### What Works Well The world-building is phenomenal. The author paints a vivid picture of the Miao culture and the remote village, making it feel incredibly real. I felt like I was right there with the characters, experiencing the sights, sounds, and customs. This immersive quality makes the subsequent descent into darkness all the more impactful. The characters, especially the main couple, are complex and flawed. The male lead is a definite yandere, and the novel explores the darker side of obsession and manipulation. I found myself sympathizing with both characters, even when their actions were questionable. The novel explores themes of loneliness, emotional abandonment, and the search for connection in a way that resonated with me. ### Areas of Concern The non-consensual scene is a major sticking point. I understand the author's intent to portray the ML's distorted understanding of love, but it made it difficult to fully embrace the "happy ending." ### ⚠️ Spoiler Warning This section contains spoilers about key plot points. Some readers may find the ML's actions, including the imprisonment and manipulation of the MC, too difficult to forgive. The fact that the MC returns to the ML may be seen as condoning abusive behavior, despite the exploration of his own issues with abandonment and loneliness. ### Final Verdict "Qing Gu" is a disturbing and thought-provoking novel that's not for the faint of heart. It's a story that will stay with you long after you finish reading, prompting reflection on the complexities of love, trauma, and redemption. If you're willing to delve into its darker themes and can appreciate flawed characters, it's a worthwhile, albeit challenging, read.