Loneliness

Living together with an inarticulate old classmate for three years and suddenly discovering that he had been secretly loved by him for over ten years.

Original Publisher

chang pei (gongzicp)

Original Language

chinese

Type

Web Novel

## My Thoughts on Loneliness "Loneliness" is a story that really stuck with me, even after I finished the last page. It's a complete original work, and I dived in expecting a heavy dose of drama, and while it delivered on that front, it also surprised me with moments of genuine warmth and tenderness. It definitely earns its mature rating, exploring some complex emotional landscapes. ### First Impressions Initially, I was drawn in by the title itself. "Loneliness" perfectly encapsulates the core theme, and the early chapters paint a vivid picture of CDL's isolation and unrequited love for YY. It's a bit angsty in the beginning, but stick with it, because there's a definite payoff later on. It has themes of college life, found family, and a loner protagonist, I was intrigued to see how the author would weave these elements together. ### What Works Well I really appreciated the character development in this novel. CDL, while sometimes frustrating in his shyness and self-deprecation, is ultimately a very human character. His devotion to YY, while bordering on obsessive, stems from a deep-seated loneliness that the story gradually reveals. His cuteness is definitely a point in his favor and adds to his charm. YY, the other lead, is equally compelling. He's not your typical overbearing seme, but a regular lawyer with his own emotional baggage. The way he slowly comes to realize his feelings for CDL felt organic and believable. I loved how the author made me feel like I was watching them grow together, even if they didn't realize it themselves at first. The progression of their relationship is really well done. ### Areas of Concern I can understand why some readers might find CDL's character "pathetic" or "lifeless." His low self-esteem and tendency to lie to avoid bothering YY can be frustrating. Also, the rushed progression of their relationship can be a bit jarring. Some might not appreciate the obsessive love theme, finding it unhealthy. ### ⚠️ Spoiler Warning Some readers might find it a bit too convenient how YY suddenly realizes his feelings after a decade of CDL's unrequited love. The lack of resolution regarding CDL's family situation might also leave some feeling unsatisfied. ### Final Verdict Despite some minor flaws, I found "Loneliness" to be a worthwhile read. It's a story about two individuals finding solace and connection in each other's company. If you're looking for a fluffy romance with a bit of angst and a satisfying resolution, I'd definitely recommend giving this one a try. Just be prepared for some initial heartache before the sweetness kicks in.